Monday, 23/2/2026

Hey everyone, it's been a while

This job has been draining the life out of me. I work 8 hours, 5 days a week at wolt market place, and let me tell you, it's been VERY tiring. I tried to talk to my boss and tell him that my body cannot deal the 8 hours and that I would like to change to 6 hours instead (since a lot of people are leaving from that job) and he said no, so I told him to find someone else to take my place 'cause I am leaving. I told him that around 1 to 2 weeks ago and he still is giving me work days...

My work place (I sweat to everything sacred) feels like an asylum... The things that I've heard in there, saw and generally felt have been crazy! I have heard mysoginy, mysandry, people hating on people or animals and generally, some crazy stuff. Some people in there have literally lost their marbles, I WISH was joking... then maybe, I would be laughing as well. Everyone are VERY negative, like two of my coworkers were talking and coworker a said that her dog hadn't been well and she showed a picture to coworker b, and coworker b said "Awww that's was how my cat had been before she died." I WISH I WAS JOKING, I WISH! I've heard so many unhinged stuff in there, thank GOD I chose to leave that place!

One day, I was minding my own business and suddenly I heard someone talking, and I saw that it was coming from a coworkers phone. The person talking was saying some CRAZY stuff and I was thinking to myself "Oh god, another deadbeat saying deadbeat stuff", then my coworker saw me and turned her phone to show me her screen and tell me, PLEASE TELL ME WHY WAS MY BOSS ON THE SCREEN?! WHY DID I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE SHITS THAT CAME FROM HIS MOUTH?!?!

GOSH, HOW MUCH I WISH I WAS JOKINGGGGGGGGG. You guys do NOT understand, the things that he was saying in that video were VILE, DISRESPECTFUL and just DISGUSTING! AND HE IS MY BOSSSSSSSSS!!!!

Anyway, don't get me work, I liked doing the job. Thankfully, they allow headphones and I was just trying to mind my business as much as I could. I am not a person that doesn't want to work, I like working but if my body cannot deal with something, It cannot deal with something! It's that simple. I am not a robot and won't become one. Since last Tuesday, I've been struggling with my health. I am getting dizzy, my stomach aches and I cannot stand for a long time. I will finally go to a doctor tomorrow cause I cannot deal with it anymore. I will inform y'all tomorrow about how it's gonna go.

One of my current goals is to find a job that I like. A job that won't make me want to kill myself. A job that I will able to tolerate and grow with it. A job that will not make me bedridden after. A job that will respect me as a worker and not as a robot. A job that I will have enough time to do things that I love after. I know it's too much to ask, but I do not want to lower my standards... Here the work enviroment is SHIT and many people are desperate. A lot of the people leave my country cause there is no future here and not only that, but they cannot deal with the work enviroment... I want to leave, but I am stuck here so I have to deal with it.

I want to write more, but right now, my brain is just blank. I will try to write more tomorrow. For now, that's enough from me. See you in the next one~