Monday, 12/1/2026

I was supposed to be working by now, but apparently, they had other plans for me. I went through 3 interviews and 2 out of them were a yes from them, not only that, but the second even told me that I will be starting working either the next week (since the interview) or at 7th of January. The 3rd interview was with a person called Isaac, idk what he was for the company but I think he was someone with power in there. He was the one that PROBABLY said no. Yes, I called them and since I don't have the papers means that PROBABLY Isaac didn't want me to work for that company. What do you mean PROBABLY? I've been trying to communicate with them and they couldn't communicate with Isaac to get a definite answer??? I also told them that if they don't take me to work for them, that I want them to at least let me KNOW! And they said yes, but guess who was trying to communicate with them....

Not only that, but they had me waiting for a MONTH!!! I could have found another job, but they said yes so I didn't even IMAGINED that I would be searching for a job now. ASSHOLES! HOW AM I GONNA DO EVERYTHING I NEED TO DO ON FEBRUARY? How am I gonna go to the doctors? How am I gonna go get groceries (I have PCOS and Hashimoto Thyroid, so I take different groceries from my in-laws and I don't demand to buy my groceries)? How am I gonna do therapy? I haven't done therapy in two months and my mental health is deteriorating... How am I gonna do anything really... I have to go to an artist alley next month, how am I gonna get the things I need to get?? FUCKING GOD!

Anyway, I am gonna send them a complain as requested by my husband, I hope that this is NOT gonna happen to the person after me.

On the bright side, the last book that I had ordered as a christmas present is finally here! Now I finally am officialy done with my christmas gift!

I did a challenge, I tried to take as much books I can for 50euros. In the end I got nine books for less than 50!!! All second handed and in very good condition uwu I am so proud of myself~

On the 25th, is gonna be the first day of the Bookclub that I created and I really look forward to it!